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Relationships are tough, and getting used to other people's ambitions and habits can be a full time job. We all bring our shit to the table whether we want to or not. I'm opening up here about some things on which I've ruminated ad nauseum for YEARS and although I'm currently in a healthy position with my people regarding the themes presented in this track it was the source of much of my anxiety.
I grew up in a house of substance abuse, and it wasn't until fairly recently that I was introduced to a reality in that recreational use – albeit with better, non-addictive substances – is touted normally. It was a huge adjustment for me to come to grips with the fact that you can have different habits than your loved ones and be ok with that because I'm observing my OWN boundaries while being vocal about my triggers. It's an absolute CHALLENGE to not be judgmental, and so I have been at times. This is an example of such judgment, and these words are of the spells I've casted to charge off this judgment and work through my issues.
lyrics
Bereave
Don’t stop, keep it coming on the beat
Just breathe
Breathe
I’m gonna beat your ass
(I’m finna beat your ass)
Beat your ass (I’m finna beat your ass)
With my words (with my words, yeah)
Revoke that nigga like a license, bitch (uh-huh)
Told that nigga he was trifling, bitch (what)
Broke back baby
Lip smack go crazy
Roll the neck, get brazy
Cut the check, bitch pay me
Watch him point the finger
Dudes love to live blamelessly
Snatch my soul back
And I will do it so shamelessly
Apologize later after acting like a hater
Won’t accept, I’ll defect since you moving like a traitor
Emotional opacity’s the move, protect my mental
From needy, greedy niggas driving me to be mental
Smoke him out my face, he breathe the venom like it’s menthol
Now his throat closing, eyes open for the antidote
(Hmm) You wanna be petty with me?
Bet your asshole you can get it with me
Steel like magnoles, don’t bend it for cheap
Queer as folk, bro & I’ll swallow the skeet, what up?
I’m not the bitch you wanna play with (hey)
Slick serpent, so reverberant with the fragrance
I won’t serve you cuz you don’t speak the language
Wake up tomorrow, yeah, I’m on the same shit
I don’t critique the niggas that you lay with
Protect my peace from all the bullshit that you came with
Participation isolation on the same switch
I’m in the mood to get turned out but now you can’t hit, bitch
Soy la tóxica
Si quieres que sea así, soy la tóxica
Sabes que pusiste esa onda tóxica
A la garganta
Envenena, ya
Soy la tóxica
Creando situaciones peligrosas
Déjame en paz, que ya has fracasado
Te quedas envenenado
A bajar al otro lado (pues, yes)
Hmm, soy la tóxica
Si quieres que sea así, soy la tóxica
Sabes que creaste esa onda tóxica
A la garganta
Te envenena, ya
Hmm, soy la tóxica
Creando situaciones peligrosas
Déjame en paz, que ya has fracasado
Te quedas envenenado
A bajar al otro lado (pues)
Revoke that nigga cuz he can’t be on me
I got too much right, so I can’t be wrong, b
I got too much fight to not be feeling strongly
I give too much life to be out here corny
I’m muva – you really not catching me slipping
Feeling like a sadist the way my anger be gripping (grip, grip)
Scales are tipping, babe I tried to keep shit uplifting
Now I’m ripping up your soul, looking for my next victim
Been a fool, you crossed me once so I’m feeling real brazen
Fucking till we cum shouldn’t feel like a special occasion (why?)
Solvents and crystals got you some type of way
More carnal than your baseline one would say
It pains me when I wanna be intellectual
Clairvoyant, nuanced & celestial
Passion running in my blood, applying pressure
When I really share my self I can’t help but bless ya
Treated you like a friend but enemies don’t be listening
Played me like I’m Plain Jane but I’m actually sickening
Looking like a pile of money how I came out here glistening
Dripping down to the hole that you niggas can’t slither in
Triviality is not gon get the best of me
Cracked the code cuz I always had the recipe
You whoring out for information, ugh, hmm, let’s see
Performance degradation nation where I’m finna bereave
Now let’s breathe
Think about it
All the memories flooding back
I can’t reroute em
Can’t hush these voices speaking so loudly
Sick of swimming when I really feel like drowning
Need to talk to someone but no one’s around me
I trust myself the most, I rarely doubt me
Thought I had you but you really not there
Stuck in your ways, might as well stop here, yeah
Let’s breathe
Think about it
All the memories flooding back
I can’t reroute em (just breathe)
Can’t hush these voices speaking so loudly
Sick of swimming when I really feel like drowning (just breathe)
Need to talk to someone but no one’s around me
I trust myself the most, I rarely doubt me (breathe)
Thought I had you but you really not there
Stuck in your ways, might as well stop here, yeah
(Breathe) Soy la tóxica
¿Si quieres que sea así? – Tóxica
Sabes que pusiste esa onda tóxica
A la garganta
Vas a tragar, ya
(Breathe) Soy la tóxica
Creando situaciones peligrosas
Déjame en paz que ya has fracasado
Te quedas envenenado
A bajar al otro lado (pues, yes)
Breathe (hueles a caca, y soy la tóxica)
Sabes que creaste esa onda tóxica
A la garganta
Vas a tragar, ya
Breathe (hueles a caca, y soy la tóxica)
Déjame en paz que ya has fracasado
Te quedas envenenado
A bajar al otro lado (pues, yes)
Breathe
Don’t stop keep it coming on the beat, just breathe
Breathe
Je suis le toxique
Breathe (soy la tóxica)
Revoke that nigga cuz he can’t be on me
I got too much fight to not be feeling strongly
I give too much life to be out here corny
I’m a bitch that’ll get wild on it
I’m a bitch that’ll get wild on it (mmm)
I’m a bitch that’ll get wild on it
Get wild, wild, wild, wild, wild on it
I’m a bitch that’ll get wild on it
I’m a bitch that’ll fuck the beat up
I’m a bitch that’ll get wild on it
Get wild on it – just
I’m the bitch that’ll get wild on it
I’m a bitch that’ll fuck the beat up
I’m a bitch that’ll get wild on it
I’m a bitch that’ll tear a beat down
Soy la tóxica-ca
Soy la tóxica-ca
Soy la tóxica-ca
Just breathe on it
Don’t stop, br-breathe on it
Breathe on it
(Don’t stop, make it hot, just breathe) And breathe
Just huff, huff, huff on the beat
Just (breathe)
Don’t stop, don’t stop little bitch
Take my pants off, release this beast
Like this
Just breathe on it
Don’t stop, spread it out on the beat
Just breathe
(On the beat like)
(Yeah, keep it coming on the beat)
Just breathe
Don’t stop, put your back on the beat
Just breathe (hit that on the beat like)
(Yeah, hit that on the beat)
Baby, breathe
credits
released December 2, 2022
Lyrics & vocals by Achaziyah. Music by Seb Wildblood & James Booth.
This Bandcamp exclusive comes complete with a head-spinning background story (check the album notes) and eerie electronics. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 29, 2023